i've decided i'm gna put my heart and soul into my studies, and not give a damn about any other things giving me heart & stress problems.

cause you know what? i come to school to recieve a good education, not to get distracted by these kind of problems.

i want to study hard, make friends, improve my character, AND BE MYSELF AT THE SAME TIME.

i've given myself a goal, from top 70+ to top 50+ in the whole school (:

and i believe i can achieve this if i put away all those stress distractions.

i want to ace sec2!!!!!!!! :D

& hooboy, sometimes you should learn to shut your trap. you really bitch too much my dear.






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went vivo with leila and sermin ytd to watch the toothfairy (:



super duper hilarious and nice (: better than the spy next door.

other photos, some in my phone some in leila's, will upload asap.



Visited Jamiyah Nursing Home today.

we had to wash a whole corridoor of wheelchairs. super tiring and back super suan1, but it was for a good cause (: you know, seeing those elderly, seriously very heart pain ):

played waitresses after that, giving out the food prepared for them (: fun, but like yeah, heart pain.

then had performance. frekaing crap man == let's not talk about it. at least we did it for a good cause. lmao.

k nothing much.



Watched the spy next door



quite okay la. jackie chan fighting is always entertaining (:

i want to check out the IR. and i wonder when universal studios will open. and gosh slap me what am i doing complaining about the amount of tests, stress, homework time taken up in school and cca that i am having to huilin now.

didn't i say i won't complain? ok i shall stop (: let's just say that they are totally drowning me.

:(



sad, sad life.

busy, busy life.

bad, bad life.

*Slaps self.

Cherish your life dude.

Look at the people in Haiti right now











no matter how crazy life might seem now, be thankful. be grateful.

nothing can compare to what those dudes up there are going through.

Note to self : don't ever forget to count your blessings.
don't ever forget to stop complaining.

just swallow in all your freaking stress, cause life's not all just complaining, complaining, complaining.

let's all just freaking accept the fact that life is unfair.



school is kindof just boring crap now a days.

noticed how my posts are getting shorter and shorter and boring-er and boring-er? sigh. why is life so plain right now == 201 isn't as lively and close as we used to be too.

maybe it's the lack of bullying *you know who.

whatever. i want to do alot of things right now ):

1) Watch The Spy Next Door



2) VISIT SENTOSA'S IR AND UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!!







3) Actually find time to watch Hi My Sweetheart (with my ultra super packed schedule ==)



): i srsly need to strike these things out of my list.



nothing much today, just posting here to keep this thing alive == oh, except for this huge beetle the guys caught and they practically slipped it into weehern's pocket.

hilarious.

weehern was teaching hazel some maths question, and hazel saw the whole thing, but she could do nothing but sit there and shiver. poor thing.

sensitive, immature, and very, very childish.
you've changed dude.





AHH! I'VE WATCHED FINISHED ): HOWHOWHOWHOW.

i want another drama to watch with dadong in it! sigh, shall just have to slowly wait ): maybe i'll start watching Hi, my sweetheart (:

ok shall go off to watch now. btw, dismissed early today due to excellent results from the sec4s last year. woots. went jp (: nothing much.



dead, dead, dead tagboard ): first two days of school were okay, had alot of fun eating lunch with leila and the guys yesterday. LOL. saw yujin they all too (: school's kindof sian idk why, things seemed to be much more interesting last year ):

hopefully the rest of the year would be awesome (:

k i'm just posting crap here. forget it ==



watched Old Dogs with leila yesterday (:

super, freaking, hilarious. i laughed till i teared and my sides freaking hurt!
must watch k! more photos >

Me and Leila:

Me and Leila :

Leila:

New pouch for my headphones:

For Leila's entertainment:

that's about it (: dreading, but looking forward to school tmr. mixed emotions. lmao.



i just did myself a manicure :D the right hand sucks though, cause i used my left had to paint it. so i took a picture of only my right hand. LOL.



oh! and check this out >>



hahah! looks super fake right! that's cause it is (: but i find it cool, so i just tried it. lmao!

a few photos at yujin's house playing pool>>







having mass convo with the girls and yujin now. LOL. reliving the old days (: oh yah, did i mention, i got my headphones! :D



it's this exact one. heheh, kudos to my dear aunt as my belated xmas gift (: and YEAH, I JUST MISSED CHENG2 GE1 ON CH 8, I WANNA CRY ): but nevermind! LOL.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!




people! due to my schedule and spring cleaning, i only have time for this short little post. ahem. i won't be posting at all, with pictures and stuff as well, until this wednesday or thursday ): awwwww~ nevermind. will post soon!



DAY TWO OF BEANS CHALET POST

Early in the morning, walk along east coast beach >>

Dawn and Huilin (my photography skills!) -

Huilin and Alfreda -

Dawn and Alfreda -

Huilin and Alfreda -

Dawn's drawing (: -

Alfreda and Dawn -

Alfreda, Huilin, Dawn -

Alfreda, Dawn, Huilin -

BBQ TIME >>

Huilin and Alfreda -



Huilin, Jingxuan, Dawn, Yujin, Ben, Fengan, Alfreda, Joanna -

Jenies, Fangni, Huilin, Yujin, Fengan, Alfreda, Joanna, Jingxuan -

Jenies, Fangni, Huilin, Yujin, Fengan, Ben, Alfreda, Jingxuan, Joanna -

Huilin, Alfreda, Jingxuan, Joanna, Dawn (cut the guys at the back) -

Alfreda, Huilin, Jingxuan, Dawn, Joanna, Fangni, Janice -

i have the photos of day three @ yujin's house playing pool, will upload them tmr k people (: Ciao!

EDITED!

DAY ONE OF BEANS CHALET POST!

on the way to resort and checking in time >>

Huilin, Alfreda, Dawn, Jothinee -

Dawn, Jothinee, Joanna, Alfreda, Huilin -

Alfreda, Huilin, Jothinee, Dawn -

Joanna, Dawn, Alfreda, Huilin -

Dawn and Alfreda -

Huilin, Dawn, Alfreda -

Alfreda, Huilin, Jothinee -



upon reaching our chalet >>

snacks -

Joanna, Alfreda, Jothinee, Dawn, Huilin -

at the beach >>

Huilin and Alfreda -

Alfreda -

Alfreda and Huilin -

Dawn, Jingxuan, Jothinee, Alfreda, Huilin -

Alfreda and Huilin -

Huilin, Alfreda, Jothinee -

Dawn, Jingxuan, Huilin, Alfreda -

Huilin and Alfreda -



back to chalet >>

Overturned phone booth (lmao!) -

Jothinee, Jingxuan in phonebooth -

LOL -

at night >>

Jingxuan, Alfreda, Huilin, Dawn -

Maggi (: -

Huilin, Alfreda, Jingxuan -



finally done. LOL. day 2 will come out once huilin posts day 2's (:

just some quick camp photos before i go (: running a slight fever. super sian ): sigh. btw, i miss camp, class chalet, beans chalet, oneone, qifa and 6e ): okay that's a long list stuff and people i miss. especially oneone chalet.

the craziest things i've done in my life, i did them with you guys during the chalet and i reallyreally treasure the memories (: let's go through the list.

Cycling from 12.30am to 8am, looking out for changi ahguas and watching the jellyfish and our so-called sunrise (:

Huge water bomb fight outside the chalet, using pots, pans, cups, anything we could get our hands on after the water balloons ran out. saliva war between javen and jingsen followed after.

exploring the old changi hospital, though i was so freaked the few of us stayed outside. it was a thrill enough looking at that place ==

learning mahjong from you guys and playing it till the wee hours of the night.

gossiping with the girls till 5am.

many other crazy, ridiculous, funpacked things as well, but maybe too many to mention. love you guys and miss you guys alot ): see you when school starts!





hoohoo back from camp! forgot to post a hiatus note, so sorry (: was on hiatus from 14th - 17th december. had loads of great fun and this is srsly the breakthrough i've always needed (:

still anticipating for bean chalet photos. RAWR.